Please don't be scared of me, I'm only here to watch you die.

Strength is something you build up, slowly you master it. It hurts so much, to try be strong while you're still not quite there. I'm trying so hard, too hard, to be strong. I give everything to you, constantly pouring out every part of my strength and energy. Maybe if I didn't, I'd be one million time stronger than I am now. Please, bare with me as I try to make sense of this. I don't know who I am anymore and I'm trying so hard to figure it out. I always thought I would need your help, but now you've told me I don't. I'm so confused. My mind has dizzied up into a haze and nothing will ever make it make sense. Something strange is happening. I have feelings. Feelings, for you.